So, I'm new. I'm like three days old, as far as this site is concerned.
You probably want a list of what's wrong with me. XD I laugh when I'm nervous, btw, so don't think anything of all my haha's, lol's, or XD's.
None of these are diagnosed by a professional, I will be honest. I can't see a doctor, money is tight, and being a minor, I need an adult to make an appointment.
-Depression. Life circumstances and hereditary. Life kinda screwed me on that one.
-Anxiety. Just an unnatural uneasiness with being around people, particularly large groups of them.
-Relationship fun-ness. I've got a girl, we're together for a year the day after valentines.

-Home issues. This I should break down.
-Brother. He's younger. Don't let this fool you. He's ignorant, a bully, and the favorite. It sounds like sibling rivalry, but it's so much more.
-Parents. My parents are like, on the brink of getting divorced. My dad's in counseling for being sexually abused as a kid. He's diagnosed with depression, and is on meds. My mom was diagnosed with depression. She's also on meds. They practically refuse to take me to the doctor for the same things they're being treated for. I don't understand.
-School. School just sucks in general. I have no friends, except for my girlfriend. Nobody makes an effort anymore. I've gone back to sitting in the background of all social events.
-Theatre. Theatre is supposed to be this family, wholesome goodness fun that my school does. It's really fun, and I love the physicality of tech-ing. (That means I do the things you can't see backstage. Lights, sound, set, props, costumes, etc.) The only thing is, none of the other theatre kids invite my girlfriend or I to any hang outs. We never hear about them until after. Also, the theatre teacher hates us and we're pretty sure it's because we're a lesbian couple.
This is what is going on in my life. This is me, these are my challenges.
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-tala446
If you hear a voice within you saying,
'You are not a painter,' then by all means paint
and that voice will be silenced.
Vincent Van Gogh
Leaving you with lots of love.