If you're just on antidepressants, BAD move for a bp'er. Please speak to a Dr about tapering off OR see a pdoc bout adding a mood stabilizer coz it could throw you into the arms of mania. And for some people, that unfortunately does mean hospital.
It's important to be open with all types of health care workers, so that they know what they're dealing with when they treat you, especially if you want to go the med route.