Remember this is a site for those that are having difficulties, if it was a site that people just came to when they were doing well, then it would be a very different place and would need a different name. So please don't ever think you are just whining, we whine when we are suffering and we are here to listen to that pain and sit with you.

Sorry you are having strong urges - yuk they are horrible - hang on to the fact that they will pass though - Soup