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Originally Posted by hankster
oops, inappropriate. it was a HUGE step. you should expect to be in turmoil about it. it's like now the floodgates have opened or the dam has burst and you're being tossed around in all this rushing water. that would make you seasick! you were "safe" before, safe and sure but miserable and going down, on a sinking ship. now it's more unknown, but at least you have a chance of being rescued?
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i guess you may be right
.i am terrified about everything going on.and will i be able to handle everything and will i be able to let my T help me and will she know how,will she want to,is she biting off more than she can chew etc...i want to come clean on monday about all that was going on in my head last monday because i am feeling guilty and i dont want her changing my day for the wrong reasons..i kind of want to write here about the thoughts but not sure