Emailed my vey long & detailed list to T yesterday....

Stuff that happened that I've never told ANYONE! No friends, nobody ever! Agghhh I'm so scared.

I hope he picks a topic. If he asks me I'll probably shut down & say 'I don't know'

I should have not picked the end of the week to do this...gahhhh if it goes bad I have the weekend to sit in this . Idont even want to go..I thought about not showing up but I have to face this...

Jeez why is this SO hard.... I just T handles this wih care, we've touched on some issues when I was in crisis mode but mostly it's been shootin the **** w/ him. This is some serious stuff I emailed. I don't know if he even read it actually. I mean when would he have the time to read it??!

Gosh I hope he didn't print up the list and reads it right there in session. I WILL run out the door....I'm so scared