Yes I agree, but we all know ultimately our destination is for a place other than this - so all we have left is the journey.

Journey's don't have to be "fun" to count as living, maybe they just need to be about awareness and noticing and not about tunnel vision and fixation on the destination....maybe destinations even change for us along the journey?

So maybe we can learn to not see the time inbetween sessions as waiting, but as time to notice how we are. (notice I say "we" because I feel exactly like you describe Tigergirl - my head knows the logic, but inside I find the wait really tough). SD