Hello and WELCOME....

I have to agree with KimmyDawn here.... the panic attacks seem to be coming from some thing else, a deeper issue that lies with in YOU! - some thing from your past that has gone un-dealt with, therefore, it has been resonated for some odd reason.... it is now your job to locate what exactly it is and to HEAL it.

And - BTW.... you are NORMAL for some one that has unresolved emotional issues from their past - don't judge your self to harshly.

((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

LoVe,
Rhapsody -