well went to the eye doc and found out after the appt that my insurance is not taken there. So called grandma and she got mad at me. She treats me like a child. I was trying to tell her that im sorry and stuff and she shushed me infront of my uncle and did the big eye thing. Im so embarrassed. Im 19 and was shushed like a 10 year old. wait a 10 year old is more grown up than me, more like shushed like a 2 year old. i got the feeling that while my aunt and uncle are down here visiting that i should be up in my room and out of the way. So i am. Im to humiliated to show my face down stairs. I guess im too retarded to know