((((Tara))))

So sorry you are going through so much. I know that change can be so scary and hard. But change can also be good. I hear how you are feeling and I validate how you feel. But I believe in you and you are cared about and loved more than you know.

Take time to breathe, and to rest. Take it one day at a time, one minute at a time, one second if you have to. I know how you are feeling and it is not fun or easy. But you are not alone, we are here for you and we care.

Each step you take is another behind you. You are here for a reason, you may not know what that reason is yet but you will and maybe part of that reason is within this move. Hold onto that and know that when tomorrow comes you will have the strength to make it one more day, then one more day, etc.

Taking it one day at a time is all we can do. You are important, how you feel is important, and you are important to us. Maybe part of your reason is being here and giving to others which you have in more ways than you may even know. Now we are here for you and we are hearing you and we do care.

Keep coming back and reaching out. You will make it hon, just breathe and keep posting as you can. We will get through this together as whitenight said, one step at a time. You said to God to make it so you won't wake up tomorrow, but someone close to me told me something that I hold onto when times get so dark and hard and I feel I cannot take another step.

"If God brings you to it, he will bring you through it." Hold onto that. You are not alone.

Sending you many gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps