I have been dealing with depression for so long that I can't honestly say when it started. I am 35 years old. My marriage has fallen apart mostly because of my mental state. I recently began seeing a counselor recently. I think it helps but it's still early I guess. She has mentioned medication, which I fear. My Dad was a pill popper for most of my life. I do not have a regular doctor and don't think I would be comfortable discussing my depression with one.