I hate myself. Everyday I wake up and I get even more depressed that I woke up to see another day. Everyone that i have ever loved has left me. All of my friends, and boyfriends alike. Nobody wants me or loves me after they know me. I am so alone in this world. I have nobody to talk to, nobody who wants to listen, and nowhere to go. I wish i could just end my life. I just dont know how. I want someone to love me and help me but nobody will and ive given up. I cant keep fighting because i have nothing to fight for. i want to die and be forgotten. i cant go on anymore.