Well, I see T Wednesday, so I'll deffinitely be talking to her about it cuz the last few days have been draining...utterly exhausting. I'm really torn about talking to my mom about it, though. She doesn't even know I'm in therapy right now. And I'm afraid of any conflict in the home over it again. There was a lot of drama that made things worse for me because my dad didn't understand (at least I didn't feel like he did). He would go on about it being pointless going to the psych n such when they weren't doing anything for me that he could tell. Which now makes sense cuz they really didn't help when I was going regularly before. I now see that the people was seeing before are idiots and I wil never go back there again.
I'm just scared about what happens if it does get worse, hence the reason for me asking if it gets worse.
Thanks for the responses guys. I guess I just have to decide how desperate I am to fix things and get up the nerve to come clean with my family about what's really going on.
I hate when T's right. The lies have really got me in a pickle now. My options are ridiculous I know, but I guess I can either come clean and get their support and help or keep lying and try to get help myself (which never turns out well).