Hi, and welcome to PC! I am so, so sorry to hear this. I'm glad your mom is taking you to a therapist. I cut too (but I am in the process of quitting) and I know what it feels like to want to really bad.... Remember your promise to your mom, and please try with everything you have to stop cutting. Please. And whatever you do, don't commit suicide. It only makes things worse. I could go on forever about why you shouldn't, but I won't... I feel suicidal a lot too. And I know how painful that is, how it seems so much easier to just end it. Please, please dont. Things will get better! Do you have a friend you could talk to about these things, someone you could go to when you really need support? It's ok if you don't, I don't either. That's why I love PC . You can PM me if you want to talk. <3
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