Just thought I should update everyone on what's been going on with me. It's been a wierd week.
My "date" last weekend went really bad right at the start BUT it did open the door to some necessary conversation between my husband and I. I felt alot better after that and Saturday I actually had a decent day. Of course I got a slap of reality and Sat nite was a real bummer. I have felt more up though. Not bubbly but I haven't been so down and I have even laughed a little. Been awhile since I did that.
Also my husband had his appt. with the couselor today and he was REALLY nervous before but he seems fine now. I think he liked the guy and found out he wasn't gonna suck his brain out. We have an appt together but we have to wait 6 weeks. Yes, 7 weeks. It's the only time the guy has in the evening. I am trying not to think about that right now cause it will bum me out. The important thing to think is that he went and he is willing to go again. Think positive, think positive, think posiitve.
Hope everyones having a good day.
Heidu