Doing okay today. Got to thinking about life before meds. There's always the pros and cons, it's kinda scary to think that I thought my hallucinations were normal, and I have no idea how I would have reacted if someone had told me that I needed to be on meds for that. I'm thankful, but my mind works a lot slower now. My husband noticed the other day and was upset because he thought I was just really stressed out and shutting down. And then we talked about it and he realized that, no I wasn't stressed out at all at that point, my mind on meds just has a hard time getting things organized and remembering things in order. I have to go slow and have things repeated a lot when it's something I'm trying to remember. Ayway, yeah, I'm here.