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Originally Posted by Sannah
You have to work with what you have River, instead of wanting to disappear instead. This divide between yourself and others needs to be crossed. 
You have been cancelling your appts. Do you think focusing on this issue here is causing you to avoid your T? |
Maybe. But ive been scared all along. I was trying, its just become very hard. Its hard to sit accross from someone, telling them your fears or what hurts you when your insecure. I don't feel safe and I told him, although I cancelled the appointment I did talk to him on the phone. It made it easier and I told him that his office made me feel like I was backed into a corner and I didn't feel safe. He asked if it was him...I said no but, the truth is hes a man and I don't know if I can tell him. I don't think that hes bad or mean, I just wish I could feel safe.