I'm going to tell you something that is personal to me. I have been verbally and emotionally abused my a family member day in day out for seven years. That's half my life. I understand how hard it is- when you feel like you're not good enough, like you'll never be good enough, like nobody cares, like you're unloved. But I'm going to tell you something very important. You ARE good enough, you'll always be good enough, people care- I care, you are loved. Even when you feel like you serve no purpose, remember that there will always be at LEAST one person on this earth that thinks about you at the end of the day. Even though you may not want to admit it, people will be devastated if you ever did something bad to yourself. Think of your family, and how it would impact them. Or your friends. Or your neighbourhood. There is always going to be someone that loves you and wants you around. Much love and sympathy from my heart to yours