I think what you need is some inspiration. And trust me, I know how hard that can be to find. Find something stress relieving that you absolutely love to do. If you are having a hard time finding something that you have a passion for, I suggest just getting daily exercise (as exercise releases endorphins, a natural chemical in your body which improves your mood). Perhaps find something that allows you to be creative and focused. I personally paint, listen to music, and ride my horse when I'm feeling upset. And you wont always be able to do your hobby when you're upset, but it will help a lot with your daily stresses and pain because you are releasing most of it through something you love. Hope I helped!