I know exactly what you mean! I have so much fear when I am placed into a social situation. I actually avoid talking to people because I never know what to say... I only have two good friends. TWO. And I'm fourteen... a teenager. I should have plenty of friends. I find it humiliating. I'm a good person, and I am liked by others. I have acquaintances who I will have a five second conversation with every now and again (although they're the only ones who ever talk, but I do occasionally say something). I don't really know what the true fear is. Maybe it's the fear of being judged, or rejected. I have thought of that often but I never seem to be able to figure out what it truly is that makes being social so terrifying. I'm here if you ever need me. I never judge anyone so you can message me about anything, even if you just want someone to chat with.