Wow! Thanks for thinking of me. I was nervous. It's tough seeing any mental health provider for the first time. I always have to hash out the hard stuff in an hour. I knew I was going to be exhausted from it. Plus the worry over what happened in the summer. It turned out that she wasn't the woman I spoke to back then. I did address it after speaking to her for awhile first.
She said that she would like to see me again . And, I would like to see her again as well. I just asked her to be ready to confront me if I want to 'leave' her. I admitted that I could be manipulative and very good at diverting conversations to avoid the truth. So, if I get so worried about reaching the truth down under, I want her strong enough to confront me about it. Do you know what I mean?