Trust yourself. Not all docs trust you. These meds are not cures. We really don't know what causes the "disease". The meds just shake things up, so that our biochemistry isn't working like it was. Not that it's working better, we're just drugged. All but one pharmaceutical company has stopped their research related to neurotransmitters. It's a dead end scientifically. Our environments make up what we are. Epigenetics - how our genes interact with the environment (our thoughts, what we eat and experience, toxins, sunshine, etc.) is the new hot field. While we wait for the next drug to target our epigenetic biochemistry, why not just change our environment and what we expose ourselves to if we can?