Its so weird to me when I suddenly realize I can remember being only like 3 years old when they were building our house, but I cant remember ANYTHING from like grade 1,2,3, and half of four. Dont remember a single thing about life or what I was like or anything.For that matter, i dont remember anything from age 4 or 5, and when I look at pictures ofm yself I feel like I am looking at some strange little girl.

Sometimes I feel like the memories are there, but theres this giant wall that i just can't break through.. sort of like when you know something is on the tip of your tounge but you cant remember.

Is this part of the whole dissociative thing? It seems it would be.