Thank you for all the support. I have come crashing down, and you know what happened....I was invalidated by my "T" saying that p-doc said, "She was not "high" since April 30." They again were trying to dispute the time period (and say it was just a couple days) because they want the so called "borderline" to be that and not bi-polar. So that is why I hate calling people because no matter what is my "truth", I'm always told I'm making too much of the problem....tears just come rolling down my cheeks.....