If at all possible,can you change T's???
Or is it possible you are in a way that you feel this way?
I know, so often many of us, when in a down way,(funk)etc. may be so caught up in that, we lose focus of things.
And, wow, if our meds are off and need changes, we can really feel way off,defensive,offended, while it is really us.
2 things I can think of, is 1)change pdoc/Ts
2) Talk with the present one(s) and get your exact point across. If not happening, then tell them you would like a name of another group or practice that can address your question/interest/disorder, etc.
Just my 2 cents.

DE