Be true to what you need ... Re-evaluate friends and relations who aren't supportive ... I just posted on another thread that those who intentionally sabotage those of us who are trying to get to a healthier place are actually sicker than we are.

Don't let anybody force you to do something you don't want to do ... Especially when it comes to sex!

When I say force, this includes people teasing you, laughing at you, manipulating you, scolding you, cajoling you ... It doesn't have to be physical force to make it wrong ...

Sincerely,
BC

ps. I was brutally abused by my immediate family (physical / emotional / sexual) ... When I finally escaped, I started living in celibacy, and found it to be quite healing in and of itself ... Stay Strong!