Ditto what anna said. It probably could and would kill you guys to have that surgery. I like the thing about changing your self-image, not your actual image. Talk to your team, or your family, or whoever helps you with this kind of thing. If you keep doing these self-destructive behaviors, you're going to end up dying. Not trying to cause a trigger or anything, I'm anorexic/bulimic too, I feel you guys. But it's just not worth it.