TKs. it continues... still awake tonight 2:16 am... only get an hour here another there.... pain keeps waking me... anxiety doesn't help. I need the pt appt tomorrow, my back is out worse than normal.

I did get dog to vet. I did get hair cut... but after all that in one day, I didn't make it to my photo appointment

I begged pain killer for dog, and got it. His hip was out of place and I thought the vet would break his hips putting it back in...but it's still a problem for the dog. He said to have liver tests every 3 months or so...but when I reminded him of how old the dog is, well, yeah... he's in his last months anyway. Dog lost more weight, though I'm feeding him more...I think they call that wasting... he's in good spirits though... still acts like a puppy when he "wins" me over to give him a treat

Need to decide something about pain meds for myself, and sleep too...and MD appt I missed... and... and and