I feel like my inability to connect with other people has led me to lose many jobs. I am always the person escorted out. No one bothers to talk to me or explain things to me. It has limited my options as, I now think maybe I am the problem. I am nice, I speak but it still is resentment and annoyance whenever I am around people. I am actually teased by people I work with. I back down to show them, I am not a person to be threatened by so be nice but they never do and I always end up losing everything and having to restart my life. It is embarrassing. I am very bright, attractive and motivated but I am broke, single and friendless. I can't put the two together. I always feel like there is something going on, that I am fully aware of but that I try to convince my self is not real because "I" don't feel like it should be, so I don't get aggressive and assert myself when I should and everyone gets away with treating me badly. I feel like I have been emotionally assaulted so many times and I feel that my personality has impeded my success in life. I should never have had to struggle and I have. It confuses me because everyone is just avoiding me now, they are happy they never dated me that long, glad they are not my friend. When they would have killed just call me on the phone just a year ago. I have a bright future but I feel like I am doing nothing right, I feel resentful toward others so I disassociate and that leads to me being isolated. What do I do?