Thanks. He has been trying to help a lot, which is good, even if I don't like to admit it. He stayed with me last night after I ate some icecream and wanted to purge. He also made me eat the icecream (I was at half my calories for the day so I don't blame him making me eat a half cup of icecream). I've been keeping a food diary that I keep out so he can review it whenever he wants too. Right now the agreement is I need to at least average 1000 calories every two days. That way if I only eat 800 one day he won't get mad if I eat 1200 the next day. And it keeps me from not eating for a few days and then binging.
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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