I think you are right. I do think that something else is going on and that I am focusing on the tattoos, since that is something that is out of my control to change. I guess I have always had a problem with who I am, struggling to figure myself out. For some reason, in my mind, I feel that I can not grow as a person and evolve. Does that make any sense? I'm on the Dean's list in college, I do volunteer work, I go out of my way to be nice to others, but I can't be nice to myself. I think that is where my problem really lies.