Plaguing?? Indeed not!!! And NO guilt! That's an order!
Sorry to hear your mood's taken a slide, RB, and hoping it turns out to be a short one.

Too bad you delayed on re-starting the meds. I know how hard it is not to do that, but it does suck playing catch-up. Been there too. (With lamotrigine and its long titration schedule, no less. What was I thinking?!

) Sooner you get back on them, the sooner you're caught up though. I really hope you're feeling better soon. Please keep us posted, ok?
Sending lots of good thoughts your way -- unlimited supply, you know!