Clinical Psychology, Psychiatry and Relgious Experiences have the same roots, and often heavy in the arts rather than science. They have yet to correct the problems in my life, or shield me from my own "mystical" experiences that have caused my lifestyle to spiral downward. It's as if they did nothing, except help the failure when they should have been teaching and training me in the arts as well as the sciences. When my journey began I was at the top, it cost me my money, friends and family, job, sanity and life; as my best friend said it would. Now I'm broke, live in subsidzed housing in the projects, and can't even walk. If all that would change back to the lifestyle and wellness I had before.
Somehow things became so mixed up and I'm neither the person or where I should be.
The powers are within, and always have been; the outside influences including the practioners of psychology, psychiatry and religious experiences and others often lead on the wrong path, now without money they simply aren't available for guidance or the coveted training.