And I just want to put it out there.. I told my husband as well. First off, I have decided that I will go on meds, I don' tknow how long it will take me to get into see the Dr that T is referring me to, but I am to the point where I just need to take the leap and trust that it will be better for me than my current mental state.

Second.. I am in need of some oral surgery.. b/c of the anxiety I have avoided for two years. It NEEDS to be done. So, I decided that with the mixture of meds, and still continuing thearpy I will be scheduling the surgery for April. I choose April, b/c for one that is when I will have somebody avaible to watch my kids for a day or two while I am recovering. But, also b/c I want to make it a goal in thearpy to mentally prepare myself for that surgery and I think that might take sometime.

These may not seem like a big deal, but its major for me.. and maybe typing it all up with help me be a little more accountable for my plans!