I'll just pay full price. I factored it in to the budget. I'm soooooo SICK of that word. I should have checked out drugstore.com earlier. It's quite a bit cheaper than Target, even with paying shipping. Thirty, 20 mg tabs are on sale for $75 at the moment, but it takes at least 10 days to get your first refill with them.

It's so damn blah today. It's 41 degrees and we have a severe wind and rain advisory. They're even predicting 1-3 inches of snow a little north of us.

And now that T closed my case since I'm starting care at the VA next week, I've realized there are some things I need to talk about.

I never put the fact that my mom disappeared for two mental in-patient stays before I was 8 together with how I freak out when people disappear on me with no warning or explanation, or make changes that directly affect my situation without even consulting me first.