You're ready? For another nervous breakdown?

Dear god, please help hi iq really fast! I'm thinking her hi iq got lo ahead of her weight ...

All right, bad attempt at humor probably. But you are not being sensible about this. Take several deep breaths. Go for a slow, breath-paced walk. Meditate if you know how.

Please don't go off any meds without following medical advice. Doing so could make things even worse, maybe worse than dead. In a wheelchair. Helpless for life.

Obviously you're a thinker; suggest you rethink this.