Hey Rose - I hear ya. I felt like my last firing was just that - my last firing. While I was still there, I was saying stuff like, how much more can a person take? Afterwards, I described it as being at the end of my rope. I know it sounds crazy, but I really did have everyone against me. I was investing in the wrong people - wrong T, wrong friends, wrong family, even the wrong job - I had had an opportunity to move and I didn't take it. Stupid stupid stupid. I didn't mean to hijack, I just wanted to say, life WILL take women of a certain age and beat the crap out of them. Heck of any age, really. And many men aren't faring that well these days either. But at least we have each other, right? Sorry I haven't been in touch - my sleep study last friday totally freaked me out anxiety-wise and I forgot everything I was doing, and I have another sleep study THIS friday.