Can relate to the feeling of not being able to do it all. At the moment I am not doing anything. I was diag. with bipolar I 3 years ago. Have been on every med possible. Very ill. Have changed pdoc and she thought I may have been misdiag. and have BPD. My main concern is depression, I have attempted suicide 3x., it comes upon me so fast. Starting with anxiety, then turning into all of the negative things about myself and what I can't do. Thank goodness I do have clonzepam that does calm me down, but for me thats not the answer. I want a life. I am 48 and half the time my Mom has to sleep over with me. ok that is starting to depress me so I'm not going there, but you get the picture. Because of my bipolar diag. they won't prescribe anti-depressants as it is supposed to be bad. Although the only one that is half way acceptable is wellbutrin. I am trying it, but no luck.

Anyone out there with any experience, strength, hope anything...