It's okay to come on here and vent your feelings. We've all been through similar feelings at one time or another and have needed to get them out of our system.

Just a thought. Any chance you can get your doc or therapist to talk to your mom and explain how debilitating depression can be? Maybe even your dad can talk and then pass it on to your mom. Or get some pamphlets from your doc or T and give them to your mom. Maybe she will read them and get a better grasp of just how bad you feel.