OMG I felt so alone until i read all these posts. less than 1month ago i went to a RDD detox center in Vegas and paid them $10,500 to put me under anethesia to flush all the opiates (lortabs) i had been abusing for 3years and now I feel empty. I have only a part time job. I moved away from my family and friends so i could deal with this without putting the ones i love in the middle. I have done just what the doc ordered, gosh i take more pills he prescribed me than as many lortabs as i would take in a day, I am so depressed and I want to get better asap. I just stay at home all alone, reading books and looking online. I take B12, Lumiday, Naltrexone, Clonidine, Xanax, Adderol, Paxil, Trazodone, & Melatonine and I still feel like crap.