I hope so, chopin. I think there's a tiny part of me that will remain nervous abut it, but there's this other part of me that feels the moment was human and helpful. Hopefully where we go from here is to figure out how I was feeling & why & what to do about it, not to have her tell me that I was manipulating her or making things up or I'm broken or she made a mistake or something. Ah, the old fears! They are so persistent. I hope we recognize what happened this past week. I hope I'm brave enough to do so.