well i'm going to reply anyway b/c i care i'm sorry u're feeling so bad...yesterday i was stressed out so i SId for the first time in two months...i think that means even if i'm not feeling depressed anymore, i don't fully know how to cope with stress probly. i know its hard but try to forgive urself. and my e-mail address has changed so pm me for the new address if u want...i will reply if u write! ((((milly)))))