We all handle grief in different ways.
Maybe their spending habits of late are a way they are dealing with things as they are now.
Maybe it is a new found freedom that allows them to enjoy today instead of being sullen?
I am just speculating...of course.
Wi...you hang in there! If you have to take it hour by hour today that is okay. Do whatever it is to keep safe and have your mind feel some ease.
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