I'm new here. I'm happy this exists. I have felt so alone in believing this is what I have in so long. It's so obvious to me..
in short: i have a history of sabotaging relationships, self mutilation for years, alcoholism for years, drug addiction for years- just general self hatred. i feel like everyone hates me.
i'm trying to cope.. i'm finally feeling i may be strong enough, or maybe just sick of it enough now, to change.