A couple of months ago I posted something about my then-current boyfriend on another site. It was basically a list of all my paranoias about him. Then at the end, I said, "But I will never allow him to get close enough to hurt me". He disappeared the very next day (Although I managed to confirm he's still alive). So I became paranoid he was spying on me (he wasn't from the site but he knew it and my stagename)! To this day, I still don't know if any or all of this was justified and true, or just all in my head. It sucks.