Okay... I am trying to figure out if I should call T tomorrow during buisness hours. I would call today, but he is out of his office, but I am not sure what for. I have been have multiple panic attacks a day since Friday.. it is not good. I just had another one.. and I can't take them anymore. At my last appointment T and I talked about meds. He said if I decided to go on them I would go on zoloft and Xanax. He was going to refer me to a Dr friend of his.. but didn't know how long it would take to get me in.

Well, I can't spend the next week and a half (no appointment this week) having multiple panic attacks until I talk to T about getting meds. So, I don't know if I call him and tell him that I want at least to have the Xanax now.. If there is anything he can do, since he can't give me the rx himself. I don't know what to do now.. I called my husband home from work b/c I can't take care of my kids like this. Should I call??