Hi Willow - I don't know the answers to your questions, but I do know I lost my beloved Grandmother when I was 13 and she was the most important person in my life - soon after I started to SI and no-one knew.

You mention a psychologist - was that someone you saw when you were 8?

I have few memories also - I just trust that they will come if they want to as I work with T.

But reading what you have written one question springs to mind - how do you know your childhood was normal if you can't remember it? Just a thought.

Hugs back to you - Soup