Thank you for everyone's input and helping me feel that I'm not alone. It's been hard to accept that I do have to set this boundary with a friend that I consider to be a close one. I had just assumed that she would have wanted to be a part of the exciting part of my life. Yes I do agree that I must not share the things that may offend her and that I can't be as open that I would like to be with her. I just thought that by me going to her about what I've experienced that I'm some how including her on this new journey of mine but now that I must restrict myself from talking to her about certain things I must accept that she's not wanting to have anything to do with it.