I kind of do, I guess. I feel that life has nothing (or very few things) to offer to me anymore, and things only look even darker in the future. I don't think I could actually kill myself though, so I stay in this numb, emotionless state.

But I do have the vague hope that maybe something good will happen to me, I'll get some positive impulse, and then everything will get better... I guess that chance is worth sticking around for. But then again, that hope might just be naive.