I wouldn't say that I've wanted to die before. I've though about it though...Sometimes I think the people around me would be happier if I wasen't here. I feel like a burden to others and a mistake. I've said that I wished I was never born a lot of times. I don't know anymore...I know this sounds weird but, I wish people could know in advance the kind of life they would live. So if they didn't want to live it, they'd just go into non existence.....