I just miss her so much. I try all this stuff to try to make it not a big deal.... but it IS a big deal that she's gone.
She had said she hoped to get home in January. SURE.
I KNOW that a LOT of this is out of her control, because it all has to do with stuff going on in her family. But some of it IS in her control. I keep telling her, just get on a damn plane already!
I don't know... there is just going to be so much work to rebuild trust when she comes home.
It does help to know that she IS home sick and wants to come home. But geesh, why not just come home?